on nothing, to be done

lonely road sign[a country road, a tree, evening...]it was meant to be, it wasn't meant to be,it will happen, it might never happenmy life seems to have become quite beckettian of late...i can't claim to know much about the works of samuel beckett, other than what was required reading in my youth (waiting for godot, naturally)... beckett's sardonic, sparse dialogue seems to make more sense now, in what i will fondly call the middle ages, in the middle of a sometimes barren & lonely landscape, on a road somewhere between what was and what will be... perhaps now is the time to immerse oneself in a closer study of samuel beckett. a quick 'google' has unearthed a few texts and many other resources online but nothing can quite match the tangibility of a real book...these last couple of weeks have been a time of not quite knowing what will happen next; uncertainty is no ally of reassurance... just waiting to hear, waiting in a waiting room, or waiting in a queue, or waiting for the call back, or waiting in especially for the post to arrive (which more often than not is near enough lunchtime) just in case, only to receive a bundle of junk flyers on the benefits of hearing aids, double glazing and sky tv - so, no news is godot news..?a couple of weeks ago i finally drafted my work proposal for a prospective exhibition, along the lines of this is what i want to do and why, this is what i will do and how. i have been playing around with these notions for ages but the chance to write a proposal gave the work some focus. i will start work on this very soon, just as soon as... well, some waiting is inevitably involved and i could say more about it but - it's a secret for now...  i know what will happen......[sketchbook page, vessels, early august 2010]in these lean times i have, in the evening hours mostly, also been making more of these papier mache vessels. i like the repetition of this activity, it's like making daily bread. they are made of my own handmade paper - seemingly delicate and yet robust - when i tap them they sound a little like hollowed-out wood or eggshells. the eggshell reference is perhaps no surprise. i like the disparity between lightness and solidity. these little vessels will, in time, have some of the environmental characteristics of my paintings, a bridge between object and subject, between appearance and substance, between fulfilling a need and having another purpose... as seems to be my habit these days, i have lots of little projects or themes in varying degrees of development and completion - is this normal practice for an artist?[papier mache vessels]i was prompted to to consider the issue of artistic rejection the other day, while waiting to pay for a book in a charity shop. the next customer in the queue spied that it was a book on turner, turner's venice. the brief exchange went something like this:hmm, turner, eh? i don't like turner.you don't like turner? but the nation likes turner!i like paintings that look like something, that you can recognise.have you seen any of turner's paintings - those in the tate?yes, but i didn't like them, they were all wishy-washy, nothing...but turner, like monet, was suffering from failing eyesight they say...no, couldn't see anything in them. turner, very overrated i say...what about turner's earlier paintings of castles & ruins?nope, turner, not what i would call proper painting, i'm afraid...hmm... and i was afraid he would then say he liked paintings of classic cars, aeroplanes or racing horses, so i promptly paid my £3 for the turner book and then left the shop. i suppose it does help to see another person's point of view, that the work is too different in style from what they have come to expect a landscape painting to look like, that they bring to it their own values and preconceptions about what is art (as we all do) - but art history often gives us a wry reflection on this cultural phenomena - on what is now highly regarded was perhaps once critically rejected... but there again...in a recent conversation with another artist it was suggested to me that people (people who are likely to buy art from galleries or exhibitions) are most drawn to art that gives them a sense of joy or wonder about the world, hope for life not a reminder of the end of things. i didn't agree entirely, but perhaps he was also referring to what is known as the 'grey £', since he then went on to explain why retired people like gardening so much - a sense of hope in the possibility of renewal. then i thought about vanitas, paintings which i view with a child-like fascination as much as seeing them as darkly symbolic allegories on nature and mortality - the memento mori. perhaps i seek out signs of imperfection & decay for a similar, symbolic significance, that death or decay is inevitable, but in a curious way it also signifies change and renewal...[intaglio print on paper, mounted on canvas]this small intaglio print on fabriano paper is from about five years ago. at some point i decided to adhere the print to a canvas, but then it was shelved. sometime later, i took the canvas into work where it hung up in the staffroom for a couple of years - but now it is back home again. it will serve to remind me that i shouldn't dismiss things so easily...lastly, this art journal (or blog) is also five years old... so, shall i go on..?...thank you [...] is there anything else?no, i think that's everything... no wait, there is one last thing...yes? what's that?it's nothing, i just wanted to ask if....ok, just wait there while i [...] you don't mind waiting..?no, i don't mind waiting, thank you......

the bumper christmas art show

400+ affordable artworks by 40 artists... here are some pictures from the current exhibition at the harleston gallery...harleston gallery - christmas art show 2010 - affordable art by east anglian artiststhe warm colours and energetic brushwork in this small painting in the downstairs café gallery immediately caught my eye: 'willow tree' by the notable painter gill levin, oil on board. gill levin trained at the chelsea school of art and was taught by the artist prunella clough. gill is also a well-respected and nationally known jazz musician - perhaps that musical influence is evident in her painting style...as you will see, the walls are filled with art of all styles and genres: nature studies, urban scenes & rural landscapes, bold, expressionistic works in oils & acrylics, surreal & refined portraits, mixed media pop pieces & geometric abstracts on paper and canvas... on the shelf above is displayed a row of small, decorative pots by the acclaimed ceramicist clive davies...just around the corner is a large, impressive landscape painting by norfolk artist david page, 'ploughed field at gudja, malta', oil on canvas. page's more recent works depict the working patterns of an agricultural landscape, a pictorial history of the land keenly observed on the norfolk suffolk border. below this painting is a series of small ink & acrylic paintings by the very collectible artist dee nickerson, nickerson's colourful, narrative paintings convey with a gentle humour aspects of life in the countryside and all its inhabitants...a small corner in one of the upstairs galleries...centre left is a very intricate, stitched textile work by christina greathead, which seems to reference biomorphic or water-like forms. just glimpsed to the right are some very quirky & humorous mosaic wall-pieces by the artist jayne wurr - the large mirror above the fireplace is a stunning work of supremely-crafted kitsch. wurr's close attention to colour, pattern and structure is much influenced by her previous background as textile designer...i like the sombre, muted hues in this small, delicate painting, 'water lilies' by miles fairhurst, oil on canvas. fairhurst is very well known for his atmospheric, east anglian landscape scenes, much inspired by the victorian painter edward seago. fairhurst's paintings have been widely exhibited & collected, in the uk and internationally...a wall of mosaic pieces by the artist bazil leith. classical roman & byzantium influences hybridize with more arcane & pop imagery in these works. bazil has a distinguished background in the commercial art world, having been the original prop maker, animator and director for the wombles & paddington bear, amongst others...another gallery wall chock-full of paintings, prints & drawings, in the adjacent upstairs gallery...even the humble stairwell has some art on the walls...everything on view, naturally enough, is for sale and any artwork can be purchased and taken away immediately - perhaps some of these have already sold..?did i mention i have some artwork in this exhibition too? a few collagraph prints, some small framed paintings on paper and a couple of larger works on canvas - but this is not just about me...there's wall to wall art in a range of sizes, formats and media, with styles & prices to suit every possible taste & budget - a required christmas shopping experience for both the discerning art collector and for anyone with that difficult to buy for relative or friend... all works on view are original artworks which have been created solely by the artist; there are no giclée or mass reproduction prints here...there is much more to see and you are warmly invited to just gaze for a while but perhaps you might also be tempted to buy - it's art that's just in time for christmas, but also art that's not just for christmas... this bumper art exhibition is up until christmas eve......bumper christmas art showover 400 affordable artworks by forty regional artistsat the harleston gallery, norfolk5 november to 24 december 2010...